Dragged down

By your self or by others?
I believe both. For you listen to them. And with each passing word another coil of chains wrapp around you. Another cord striking your heart. Yet you still sit by and listen. Head down as you take the pain.

You break down when no one is watching. So as to not harm others. Yet you your self need the help. You hate to addmot it but you crave the feeling of being coddled and held close. To be told and convinced, 'its okay. Its okay. Your safe. I'll be her to protect and help you'. Yet again you don't defend your self. And for what? For what I ask, so the people hurting you can remain close. So THEY wont get hurt them selves? So you don't loose people in your life who harm you?
No. You still care for them. And forgive them every time.. well then youll just keep sinking. Keep sinking gal. You seem realy good at drowing your self. Real good and hiding your voice. At making the flood gates buckle. For your in a sea of your own tears. Eyes wide in fear. But for what?

Are you afraid of drowing? Are you crying out of your own pain? Or are you crying for others. And afraid someone might see?

This could be taken in a multitude of ways xD another ventish thing. Inner fights within my mind. Stuff ive been told recently by friends xD

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